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O glourious vengeance, how sweet art thou [10 Oct 2009|07:37pm]
A revelation.

I feel no sympathy for the people who died in Samoa because of the recent earthquake/tsunami. I feel like nature (not God) has finally delivered the swift fist of retribution I asked for so long ago.

For all those times you fat fucks stole my money, threatened to kick my ass if I didn't give you a dollar or let you copy my homework, pushed me around (physically) for no goddamn reason just because you're huge fat fucks, and teased me for no reason, I wished a million fucking times for vengeance upon you all. Good for you.

Good for you.

Let the fires of hell burn.
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Tired [30 Sep 2009|09:14am]
Supposedly VS opens this Thursday at Ala Moana. I should apply for a job there.

I'm getting tired. Tired of the same fat fuck coming in everyday, showing disrespect to the lab monitors and trying to suck up to my boss, asking her if he could sit in the closed back room in the dark. Probably taking his tiny penis out between layers of flab to masturbate to gay furry porn.

I'm tired of the creepy old guy who works here. Enough said.

I'm tired of watching the stupid dumb bitch stand around, pretending to work and pretending she knows how to work, watching her fruitlessly press random buttons on the printer pretending she knows how to clear a printer job, but sits right back down once someone who knows what they're doing does the job for her.

I'm tired of the other fucking weird bitch, looking at /tg/ every single goddamn fucking time, not paying attention, does whatever the fuck she thinks she can, and tries to butt into everything. No one's your fucking friend here.

I'm also tired of some of my friends.

There's no point to this entry. Once I get a new job, I'm going to write the same goddamn entry about bitch-who-calls-in-sick-every-Saturday-morning-because-she-was-drunk and guy-who-thinks-he's-better-than-you.
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PUNISH ME [17 Sep 2009|08:32am]
I've always felt it, but I feel it now, stronger than ever. The tension sitting in the depths of my heart, closing in, compressing. Sometimes it's hard to breathe. I feel like spilling my endless thoughts and emotions out, but when I try, I vomit. They are words, but they are incomprehensible. I can't hear my own voice.

It's cold, and summer is really gone. Let us go home, old friend.

I want to sleep, but I hate waking up because I'll be alone.

BBQ Reminder [09 Sep 2009|09:40am]
BBQ at Khai and Tony's new apartment this Saturday. You can come probably past noon or something. It's bring your own beer/bitches/bacon/games. If you need directions send me a PM or email or give me a call.
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New fucking semester [24 Aug 2009|10:04am]
I like my classes, they're all shit-easy and online, with the exception of one math class, so I'm doing pretty nice.

Rant about this bitch I hate, what else am I gonna do on LJ? Haha. )
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fdsffdfs [08 Aug 2009|02:46am]
I cannot type for absolute shit when I'm in an altered state of mind.

I regret later because I then realize what a fucking dumbass I've been and I feel so embarrassed for having to rely on my friends to take care of me for being a dipshit, yet I don't think I thank them enough.

I'm sorry that I can't make it to your paintball event, Jon, because I was too busy being stupid the night before. Nonetheless, I hope you have fun.

Self-loathing is horrible but I am addicted to it so.

Lastly, the white russian I had tasted like Ryan, because he made a similar drink for me once. I was sad.
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Winter is coming. [31 Jul 2009|09:07am]
I started reading GRRM's A Song of Ice and Fire series and I'm halfway through the first book. I went on DA to look for fanart of some of the characters, because I love seeing artists' interpretations of characters in fantasy novels.

I think I fucking spoiled most of the book already. God damn it.

Also, HBO's gonna be doing a series on the first book. I don't know if I'll watch it, but I believe GRRM himself will be doing some of the writing for the series.
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My first love [17 Jun 2009|03:31pm]
FFT doujinshi came in~ )
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Fucking kids [12 Jun 2009|10:11am]
I'm sick of people showing up to the lab to ask to ask for their new account login with no identification. Because it's your own account information, it's pretty confidential so it's common sense you need identification so we know you're picking up YOUR OWN ACCOUNT. I mean, I keep seeing people with nothing at all, no driver's license, state ID, or student ID, or ANY type of photo identification. It's also really fucking stupid because they keep making excuses like they need the login NOW or when they filled out the form, someone told them they can just come in and pick it up. That's not a fucking excuse, that's being fucking retarded.

I had this girl make up shitty excuses to me for a couple minutes before I had to repeat myself five times that she needed a photo ID. In fact, one of her excuses was so stupid; she said she didn't have her ID because she gave it to her friend to pick up her high school diploma for her. Guess what, you dumb bitch? They probably won't even give it to your friend because she's not YOU. Holy jesus shit, some people need to be shot. Also, earlier, this chink came in to pick up his login, so I asked for his ID again, and he told me with some pretty bad English that he didn't have anything. What, not even a fucking green card? You might get deported, you know. I told him to talk to his summer school teacher (because he's taking a class here and he needs a login), so he came down and things worked out, finally. Even his teacher was surprised he didn't have any ID at all.

WELL I GUESS IF I WANTED TO KILL MYSELF AND NOT LET ANYONE KNOW I'LL JUST JUMP IN FRONT OF A BUS WITHOUT MY IDENTIFICATION WITH ME HAHAHAHAHAHA
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Cthulhu fhtagn [12 May 2009|05:09pm]
Holy crap.

A Very Scary Solstice (Cthulhu/Lovecraft-themed Christmas carols) was playing while I took a nap, because they sound awesome and it puts me to sleep easily. I swore I had the MOST lucid dreams ever.

It was probably just 15 minutes of napping.

A scene were I was walking around with Danny and Christmas songs were playing and I believe buildings were burning (wtf)
The sea, and I was floating/drowning.
An old spellbook (Necronomicon?)
Flying through space.
More water/ocean.

Franklin told me he experienced the same imagery when he woke up.

I woke up and "Oh Cthulhu" was playing. Song here.

I am still scared.
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[04 May 2009|12:08pm]
The dumb bitch took the table I usually sit at in the computer lab, just to go on facebook and myspace. Now it's my turn to sit alone in the dark in the back room. I think I'll just get started on my paper due this Thursday instead of looking at porn.

I hate her and I hope she dies.
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Google Street View lulz [22 Apr 2009|09:43am]
http://www.criminaljusticeschools.com/blog/20-crimes-caught-on-google-street-view

I laughed for at least 15 minutes. The assault and battery ones are the best because they look so retarded.
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You spin me right round [16 Apr 2009|12:05pm]
The watermelon-lover that caused a ruckus a while back in the lab left and forgot to log himself off one of the stations. My friend just changed his homepage to meatspin.

Yeah, application data and settings per user are remote and roaming. I thought it was local before as someone said his favorites were saved on one computer but not the other. Hrm.
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Dusty death [03 Apr 2009|09:16pm]
I had to watch a film version of Macbeth for a class, so I decided to watch the Roman Polanski one. It was the same one I had to watch in an English class back in high school, because I remembered the "Tomorrow, tomorrow, and tomorrow" soliloquy scene pretty well, also the fight scene at the end of the movie, because I remembered back in English class, every guy, and me, said "COOOOOOOOL THAT'S AWESOME" when Macbeth's head was cut off. My teacher only showed us some of the important scenes, but not the whole movie, because obviously stupid-ass parents would complain for showing students a movie with excessive violence, nudity, and rape. Also, there was a naked, young boy-bath scene there. I giggled. However, it was appropriate for Macbeth since it's supposed to be a dark play, and I liked it a lot, especially because Macbeth is my favorite Shakespeare play (I would fucking KILL for Gonzo to do a Macbeth anime). The medieval settings and themes were pretty accurate too, even more so than I remembered in other medieval movies, like Kingdom of Heaven. It reminded me of watching Tony play Medieval II: Total War, for some reason.

My only complaint is that Macduff LOOKED SO FUCKING GAY when he fought Macbeth. I mean, what kind of stupid gay colors and crest are you wearing, you faggot?
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I have no life [23 Mar 2009|08:12pm]
I had to go to school on the first day of spring break to meet a friend so we could go over to WCC in Kaneohe for a presentation for our project. We met in the lab at HCC at SEVEN-FUCKING-THIRTY in the morning (note that Danny was there for no fucking reason when I thought I was supposed to meet just Layne), which is an hour before the spring break opening time (8:30). And...we just talked about stupid shit for an hour. Then, when it was nearing 8:30, we decided to turn off all the lights and shut the office door and hide inside so we can scare Aldridge when he comes in to open. It was really fucking retarded. Just imagine three retards sitting around in a dark office, "pretending" to sleep, and giggling. Aldridge didn't come in, but Bruce did. He opened the door and asked what the hell were we doing here and he thought we had a slumber party over the weekend in the lab. He also thought Danny was going through some kind of nervous breakdown.

God, life is sad.

Okay, then later at windward side, Layne and I got lost because our friend told us to go to the wrong bus stop. We waited for like half an hour at the wrong stop and we both needed to race like a piss horse. Then, when we found the correct bus stop to wait at, we miss the bus, and we sit next to some bum. He asked us for money because he just got out of the hospital or some shit and needed to go home and was poor and hungry. We ignored him. Then he started talking to himself about being in the military and about how he hates white people and he's not white, but Portuguese. He also started to say some random Japanese phrases and talked shit about Asians, probably because we didn't give him money. Then some homless-looking woman came to him (probably his friend) and the bus came, and he got on the same bus we did. He got off after a few stops though.
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LAWL ugly bitches [19 Mar 2009|10:56am]
Hey, remember my previous troll entry where I copied and pasted an AIM conversation between me and Eric, and I totally fucking pwned that bitch he likes? I was just told that he wouldn't let Franklin's paladin (Frank shares an account with me and I hardly touch his toons, especially the Alliance ones) join his guild on their Alliance server (the fugly bitch is in the guild too). LAWL I FUCKIN' LOVE THIS SO MUCH.

Maybe I'll post a photo of how ugly she is, but what can be seen cannot be unseen..
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The horse is already dead [16 Mar 2009|02:21pm]
And I'm still trolling away )
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happy birthday to me (not quite yet) [09 Mar 2009|10:00pm]
I came home and there was a cake for me on the table, so I ate it alone. It made me sad. I get sad every year when my birthday comes around. I can't really seem to put my finger on it, maybe it's the thought that I keep getting older and I haven't gone ahead in life.
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Achievement Unlocked -- Busting someone for looking at porn in the computer lab [04 Mar 2009|12:25pm]
I was working this morning and Dustyn came to me smiling and asked if I was on the clock, because he saw this dude in the back room looking at porn. Fuck yeah. I went over and observed him and saw him watch some video, which I couldn't make out exactly was it was, but it looked pretty inappropriate and NSFW. So, I said, "EXCUSE ME SIR ARE YOU LOOKING AT PORNOGRAPHY?" I was loud enough to hear from both rooms in the lab because I noticed a number of heads turn my way. He left angrily and he probably wasn't a student. I talked to my boss about it and we laughed. Oh, "shemales fucking other shemales" was found in one of his google searches.

This is the best day I've ever had in my life. I'm hoping it's an early birthday present. Now when it's time to leave my job at the lab, I can leave in peace with a sense of accomplishment.
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ALLIANCE ARE FUCKING JEWS. [24 Feb 2009|11:48pm]
PROOF THAT ALLIANCE ARE DIRTY JEWS

Watch from 0:40 to 1:00
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